From Helen Yale Smith (later Ellsworth) to her father Morris; written in Darmstadt, Germany.  Helen was in Europe from 1873 to 1875 both going to school and on a Grand Tour of sorts.  Mrs. Bean was a chaperone for Helen and her friend Mattie.

“Dearest Papa,

I am almost wild with joy. I am at last going to Italy and in the right way too….Italy, Italy, Italy, the golden land. The land of dreams, oh! Isn’t Mrs. Bean delightful? I think she is an angel! And what is better than anything- Mattie is going too. Oh, I am so glad and happy over it, and I have the greatest difficulty in sticking to my studies over it and to be proper, sober and sedate. So, we, Mattie and I, will have such a jolly Christmas in Rome- where the air is thick with shadows of the past and every stone has its story.

…. (discussion of Mattie’s mother’s and sister’s illness and arrangements)

I asked about the Vienna trip- how you liked it but I have not yet received the letter containing the notes of your approval but I hope it is all right- and oh, I am going to Italy. I had given it up as lost and now it comes again ten times brighter than before- for Mattie is going now. Think of me, dear people, as carousing around in Rome, perhaps dancing at the grand ball at the banker’s Christmas Eve.

And your Christmas? It will be so broken up, won’t it? I hope you will have as happy a one as I anticipate….How good every body is to me! How can I ever be thankful enough? Now, Papa, I will try hard not to be extravagant, but the temptation is fearfully strong sometimes. It is very late and I must wind up my studies. So goodnight, dear Papa. A merry Christmas and a happy New Year to you.  Your own, Nelly”